i confess
so it's all my fault, i felt the water and it was too much for my liking
so it's all your fault, you pushed me and i can't recover cuz it's staining me away

you'll be sorry when i'm shaking
what will be your face? a smile?
a tear for every single fear you're not feeling now?

righteous eyes don't even compare to a self-righteous heart
you turned around and i was gone, you weren't waiting very long
who will save me now?

i'm so stupid
why can't i stop beating myself up with these thoughts?
they're unclean, not what you've made for me
i'm so much more, i have to be so much more
i just can't get around you're even more
please God save me now