I tried to make myself 
Fit inside your world 
My time's been spent on being the right girl 
How far away I am from where I need to be 
I'm so tired of this useless fantasy 

oh oh 
This is not what I need to be 
oh oh 
This is not what you mean to me 

I'm not losing hope 
I'm not laying blame 
I know we both want love 
We both feel the same 
I'm moving forward to where I need to be 
My life is spinning in this mystery 

I tried to be so perfect