I sit alone in my room at night
trying to figure out how to make my life right
all this hate inside my head
and all my life I'm seeing red
I try to tell myself there's a better way
that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day
I just need to figure it out
what is happiness all about?

CHORUS:
If society doesn't kill me
then it will be my mind

I look at the people walking down the street
they look content, and their lives complete
maybe it's me, maybe I can't relate
maybe misery has seeled my fate
I look at my life with a magnifying glass
I think of the future, then I look at my past
find all the demons infecting my brain
gotta kill 'em now before I go insane