I know you're not down with seeing me now
But what if I was up to seeing you?
You can only run until you're so far away
I'll still send you postcards from my room

I'll just close my eyes and dream of you
Doing everything I want you to

I know you've been trying to get yourself clean
What if I could be your only drug
We could fall back into our own darkness for good
And we'll never sleep again

I'll just close my eyes and dream of you
Doing everything I want you to
I'll just close my eyes and dream of you
Doing all the things I want you to

And I can't help myself
And I can't give without it
And I could try to bleed
Enough to live to live without it
My heart