This time I won't take my life for granted
I'll find myself asking
Why God must hate me
Why I feel like I should not have survived this
And what is yet to come

(Chorus:)
Why - does God forsake me
At - Look down on me
Night - Make me fear
Nightmares still
Inside ny head

You never wanted me to stay
You almost took it all away
It's not my time yet
I still have one more chance to prove
This time I won't let you down
It's not my
My time yet

(Chorus)

Nightmare still inside my head
You never wanted me to stay
You almost took it all away
I can't live
I can't die
It's not my fucking time