you're so beautiful
you have tainted me
your body's tainted me
I am infected
there's no wanting anything when you've got everything
and it's so hard for me when you're my everything
all I want is you
all I need is you to notice me, picking through my head to catch your attention
to catch you walking away from me, showing me you could care less
nothing matters and I will never matter as much to you
late night sleepovers, as I lay on your pullout bed waiting, watching you sleep
it never mattered to you
me caring doesn't seem to affect you
look, I don't know about you, but I really believe that there's one person out there for everybody
that's what this is about
it's not just some sappy love letter telling her hor how my heart stops every time that I see her
it's in there
and there's this really amazing person inside of her that no one even bothers to see
no more desperation
no more isolation
no more dying inside
no more crying myself to sleep at night
with you I thought I'd be happy
with you I thought I'd understand why love seemed so much different without you
and you never really added up to what I was expecing