i tried to believe in all that i am, but i was the one i could never fool.
now it's time that i admit to my mistakes.
it's not that i want to go like this, but i was a choice i had to make.
my own self doubt makes me weak and i must say. 

to you, i swear it's true.
tonight i say goodbye.
and you don't need to cry, i promise you tonight was the last time.

there's no reason to shed your tears and there's no need to pray for me.
everyone has a purpose, but mine i could never find.

it's not that i want to go like this, but it was a choice i had to make.
my own self doubt makes me do what can't be undone.